i feel like everyone has these molds that they come from before college. and they’re set in that mold but they break out of it and form into a new and temporary mold during college. in the summertime everyone returns to the former mold and reconnects. i never really came from a mold, though. that’s just how i see it. i always kind of fluttered around to friend groups. my really good friends all come from different places kind of. so during the summertime i observe these molds. and partake in them for a limited amount of time. i think i feel like the only place i really belong when i’m there is millsaps. that’s my mold. i miss school. come to me august.
i’m tired. my adventure was lovely and worth it. without a doubt. i got some anxiety about it. but it ended up being fine… because it was meant to happen.
that’s just how i see it.